The webmaster of Feminem.com, DJ Jake, has released his "Reactions" album today. This full-length professionally-manufactured and produced CD is an essential collection of DJ Jake songs created in the past 4 years. The album also contains one song by Essix (DJ Jake's new alias), available for free download (see news posting below). More details can be found at his official website, DJJake.com / Essix.net, or his business/merchandise website at TGround.com. This album contains several songs containing references to a discontent with Eminem, including "Juggalo Pride," "Reactions," and "Femi-Fanthony." This CD is currently on sale for only $12! Reserve your copy today!

With the recent considerations of what to do with Feminem.com, I've come to most of the conclusions I was foreshadowing last time, and have already gone ahead with the updates. If you've been a long time visitor to this website, you'll notice that many of the menus have now changed, especially the right side. Now that I am surely Essix, this website needs to take on its purest form (essentially, drop the disses). Most disses are obsolete. This website isn't here to make fun of people... it's here to enlighten people, typically by pointing out their mistakes and mishaps in blatant ways. Now I'll break down all the updates, section by section:

Information
Several links have been deleted from this section, and have been made into their own section on the other side of the menu called "Prime Example." This now plays into the fact that Eminem is only the prime example of what this website stands against, not the only person this website is against. The "Information" section remains strong with some very important links including Purpose, Misconceptions, "Website Creator," "The EAE" (pending approval), "Dictionary," and "FAQs." The welcome message above has been updated, but I haven't fixed the primary purpose page yet. Misconceptions needs some touch up work, including a new section explaining that this website isn't ONLY against Eminem. Obviously the "Website Creator" section isn't done, I'm probably saving that for later when Essix.net is close to complete. "The EAE" is probably replacing "The AOD" section, pending approval of the name change with the other members. More details concerning this change will be revealed later. "Dictionary" will list various terms and phrases used here at Feminem.com and explain to those that don't exactly speak our language. And of course the much-needed "FAQs" section will answer some of your basic questions.

News
The news section remains the same. Recent News, then the "Archived News," and still no need for "Upcoming Projects" or the like since I rarely know what I'll do next anyway. One thing I probably will do for the archive is divide the news into yearly chunks, instead of monthly sections. Not many people browse through the archives anyway, so it'll make more sense to just have old yearly sections.

Interaction
This section has also remained the same. Forums are still up and running, although several things still need to be updated there to coincide with what's happening here. I will likely get to that upon completion of the basic updates here. Merchandise is the same, purchase in your own time. "AIM Icons," "Website Banners," and "Links" still remain to be scripted. Obviously most will just host content that you can rip off and use elsewhere. I suppose that's interaction...

Disclaimer
Disclaimer switched sides again, it was originally here to begin with. But, when I added some sections last time, I put the Disclaimer on the other side to ensure the menu wasn't too long, but now that those sections are gone, I'm putting it right back. The Copyright remains the same, and the Content Disclaimers will be mostly the same, but I still need to finish off those pesky Forum Rules & Regulations. But at least now I have a better idea of what to say.

Prime Example
Moving to the right side, you'll likely eventually find some pro-Feminem.com ads up in the corner at some point (my own stuff, nothing outside my control). Probably just a few animated (but not annoying) GIFs now and then. "Who's Feminem" has been moved into this new section, but still needs an overhaul to its content. "The Truths" will still explain many of the truths encircling Eminem's superficial life. "Articles & Reports" will contain several articles and news reports concerning Eminem, likely accompanied with a brief commentary regarding the content of the report. "Lyric Analysis" is new, I think it would be a splendid idea to host lyrics to several of Eminem's songs and pick them apart line by line like a Hate Mail, an easy way to prove several points of this website. "Other Examples" was created on the chance that I'd think of something else at a later date. I'll figure that out later.

Idiots
The section of "Femi-Fans" has now changed into "Idiots" simply because "Femi-Fan" applies to the moronic fanbase of Eminem. As this wasn't always the case with the Hate Mail and "Shit List", it's more accurate to simply classify all these conformists as "idiots." Hate mail will likely remain the same section, possibly with revised Essix replies throughout time, but I still intend to keep that section running. The "Shit List" will change into the "Spam List" but will still serve the exact same function. I'd simply rather not have a blatant act of cursing on a menu. The "Faggot of the Month" section was removed, but relocated.

Obsolete
Ahhh yes, the most anticipated section since most of the disses of Feminem.com can be classified in that category. First, understand that I'm not even close to done with these sections, they still need disclaimers & what-not, but for organizational purposes, this is decent. The Audio & Lyrics section will now contain all Eminem-dissing songs and interviews, along with all performed and non-performed lyrics. It's possible I'll still update with new songs, but unless the lyrics have been performed (and hosted as a song), I'll never update the NPL again. Visual Material will contain all the picture galleries, including the "Animations" and "Games" sections. This section will likely never see any updates, as it is all material based upon appearance, something this website strives to prove is superficial. Femi-Fans & Haytaz will contain the old sections of "Faggot of the Month," "Comments," "Interviews," and "Stories." Again, none of these will receive updates, as they have become maturely-obsolete, or replaced by the Forums. "Other Material" will likely include the link to the "Eminem Disses" section of the forum, which has become useless now that a large diss collection isn't what this website is striving for.

So, that's it. There's still plenty of work to do, but I've got an album to promote, so for now, I'll focus my attention on that. Perhaps, if work is slow this week and next, I might casually update a few things here and there (and get paid for it, how... right!). Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this, because I got up extra early today to post it before having to go into work. Blah.

The day has arrived! Building in anticipation since it was announced in August, my latest album titled "Reactions" has been officially released. You may now purchase your copy through TGround.com, and you'll receive your copy as soon as possible! Starting today, I retire the name "DJ Jake." Henceforth, I will be known as "Essix," an explanation I will provide at a later time when this website receives the necessary updates. I'll likely provide it in the faded "Explanations" section to the left. Back on track, you won't see me referring to myself as "DJ Jake" unless it's regarding something prior to this date in time. I am Essix. Welcome to my mind.

Further explanations of the "Reactions" album can be found below in previous news updates. Not much point saying the same thing over and over again. It would've been nice if I had the time to update every section you see faded out on the left side of the screen by the time this album was released, but I suppose you'll simply have to wait in the months to come. Believe me, if anyone is disappointed here, I am more than you are. Things keep coming up, and life is simply too distracting. Had the problems with my current graphics job not arisen, I would probably have the time to complete this website by the end of February. Now, instead, it's my goal to return to Phoenix and start working a better job over there by the end of February. As such, this website won't be complete by then. There's never enough time to do everything in life. Only what's most important to you at the time.

Anyway, although it's not what I had envisioned, the album is a full-length CD, professionally-manufactured, so that's one goal I can cross off my life's list of things to accomplish. From here, I plan to create more songs under the name of Essix, and eventually release another LP album (I'll skip the EP this time) when I feel enough songs have been created to lay a foundation from which I can leap forward as Essix, presenting my... hand (only you thorough secret-finders will know what the heck I'm referring to). First, however, the websites seriously need to be running at at least 90%.

Heh... as for that sampler I promised... well, I fell behind, but I think I'll eventually create one and host it, but it'll be a while from now. If you're waiting to hear it before actually placing an order, I'm okay with not receiving a few orders for a while. I'm not releasing the album to get rich, I'm releasing it for me and my mind's ease. And for those of you who do purchase the album, I do thank you for your support. You really do uplift my spirits, and I hope you take the message of the album to heart.

While waiting through various chores today, I brainstormed the possibilities of what to do next with Feminem.com, and how things should change to better represent the current times of this website. I haven't settled 100% on an idea yet, but I have vaguely established a new foundation from which this website will grow. As mentioned in a previous news statement below, Eminem is not the only reason this website exists. This website is for certain principles of behavior, and uses Eminem as the prime example of someone violating these principles.

I corrected the welcome message above to reflect what this website currently stands for. The Purpose section hasn't been updated, but at least the welcome message, something people see immediately, is correct at this moment. I'm planning to divide the "Information" section into two parts, one for traditional information sections, and one for a new "Prime Example" section, reserved for Eminem, and probably into 4 categories: Who's Feminem?, The Truths, Articles & Reports, and Lyric Analysis. That will likely find itself on the top of the right side of this website.

Below that will probably be a re-titled "Idiots" section featuring the Hate Mails and "Shit List". I'll likely rename the list to "Spam List," as I'd rather not have one blatant act of cursing taint the homepage. Beneath that, you'll probably find the "Obsolete" section, which will essentially contain ALL the disses that have been posted on this website. Virtually all the content you currently see on the right-side menu will be compressed into the "Obsolete" section, into 4 subsections. Oh yeah, and the Disclaimer section will find its way back to the left side.

When I'll get to this, I don't currently know. Release of "Reactions" (which will arrive in my hands on this Monday), another job search, and the coming holidays are still major priorities. It should all be done before you die... how's that?.

This past week unexpectedly became busy when a couple freelance projects randomly ventured into my path. The extra holiday money was nice, considering my ass of a current boss decided that Christmas bonuses this year were simply not necessary. I suppose it's moral justice considering I ripped the clients away from my current employer and proceeded to do the job as freelance. That's what you get when you screw your employees over, especially someone like me that doesn't mind responding back with my own set of ethics.

I called up the factory today, and the entire order for the "Reactions" CD is complete! They are due to be shipped tomorrow, the 11th, and will find their way into my hands on the 13th of December, one day before the actual release of the album. Therefore, any orders placed before the release date can be assembled and shipped out on the actual release date. Yay for the factory's competence.

I recently completed two small sections of this website, the Merchandise section and the Appearances section. The merchandise is essentially a small example section of what Essix/DJ Jake material you can purchase through TGround.com, my official merchandise business website. The appearances section is primarily for future reference, when I actually decide to perform my material or appear at some public event. Other than that, nothing yet, but... this weekend might provide a small smidgen of time to update and complete a couple more sections.

Essix is the new name I will be known as upon the release of my album, "Reactions." My first song created under that name, also titled "Reactions" is now available for a free download provided through the link below:

Essix - "Reactions"

There are quite a few reasons why I'm releasing this song. First, concerning the name change, the song and content I've created under the name of DJ Jake no longer represent who I am today. Essix is my new name and separates me from my obsolete and immature past. My album "Reactions" is essentially a collection of primarily immature DJ Jake songs. Anyone who judges me (who I am today) based upon the content of the album (from 2000 to 2003, mainly) is forming an opinion from already-stated obsolete material, and is clearly missing the point. The song "Reactions" goes into detail concerning my past and present actions, how I've changed and why it's necessary to start over with a completely new name. To an extent, it's a song of regret, but also triumph over the past events. Everything I have done is a reaction to something, and this song is a reaction to the reactions of the past.

As this song was completed in October 2004, it currently represents my talents and abilities quite accurately. A glimpse of my musical style is also heard throughout this song. One cannot clearly classify this song into any pre-established genre of music. It's clearly not rap (that in itself automatically implies immaturity and cursing), it's not hip-hop, alternative, or anything else off the top of my head. The best I can come up with is: A mature and talented version of rap/rock. But whatever the classification, it is what it is, and I hope you enjoy it. The song can be found on my upcoming album "Reactions," due to be released on December 14th, 2004. It's already available for purchase through TGround.com.

The webmaster of this website, DJ Jake, will soon officially change his name to Essix. This change is a major step that will separate the old immature acts and songs done under DJ Jake from the new and current mature webmaster you've known throughout 2004, Essix. The first song completed under the new name is available for a free download below: (see above)

This song is a reaction to the obsolete songs and acts carried out in the past by DJ Jake. This website has gone through several changes in the past year due to the webmaster's current sense of maturity, goals, and purpose in life. While DJ Jake is primarily done with his transformation, Feminem.com is still in the process, and is still functioning in a semi-obsolete and partially-immature mode (due to the webmaster's lack of time in life to adequately update this website.)

The song available for download is about Feminem.com's webmaster's past reactions, and his current intentions and altered mind frame in the past year. To an extent, it's a song of regret, but also triumph over the past events. The entire song was written, performed, mixed, and mastered by Essix (DJ Jake), something a mainstream gimmick (like Eminem) would never have the talent/originality to do. On top of that, the maturity reflected in this song is something Eminem has yet to fathom in life.

In conclusion, I hope you enjoy this free download. If you're a closed-minded Femi-Fan that lacks the intellectual capacity to form an opinion of me based upon current events, and instead judges me upon my past, I suppose you'll have no problem fitting in with most of the rest of the population of superficial consumers found throughout the globe. As for the rest of us, including many supporters of this website, we at least have a developed sense of individuality, something we feel is more important than your "I want to be accepted and popular" stance. More information concerning this song and album can be found at Essix.net.

Below is the official track listing for DJ Jake's "Reactions" CD. All 20 tracks total to about 76:13 in length. Without the secret tracks (yes, tracks) at the end, the CD still totals to over an hour, at about 63 minutes. Enjoy the spoiler!

1) Intro
2) Reactions
3) Bitch Nuts
4) 3 Stories High
5) Trespassing
6) What's Going On?
7) The Red Knight
8) Pushin' Your Buttons
9) That's What They're For
10) Humpty Bump
11) Intermission
12) Juggalo Pride
13) Fart From The Mouth
14) Insane Fantasy
15) If I Had It My Way
16) It's Knighttime
17) Too Drunk Tonight
18) Femi-Fanthony
19) I Deserve Better
20) End of the DJ

With the recent completion of my "Reactions" album, small pockets of time have presented themselves here and there, and I'm hoping to get back on top of updating this website. It has been nearly 3 months since I've updated, and that is primarily due to a number of factors, mainly including the new album and my current job. The album is now done, but my job has only grown more towards the "I can't stand it" department, so my recent free time has been focused on updating my business cards, resume, etc, for my eventual return to Phoenix (probably) to find a much better (and higher paying) job. This endeavor, combined with the December holidays, has created an unfortunate lack of time to update this website, despite the coming release of "Reactions."

But, as the release is quite important to me, I imagine updates will occur frequently here for a while. I'll be posting 2 "back updates" below for the months of October and November, since so much has been happening, but I've never had a chance to post any of what is actually going on. Actually, once in a while, you can find out what's going on Here, on the Feminem.com forum. That thread will eventually become invalid, as I continue to re-expand into my websites instead of the forum. There's so much to do, but never any time!

Back to "Reactions," the album was submitted to the factory for manufacturing on November 22nd, and since then, we've been going back and forth making sure everything runs smoothly. They've begun production on various aspects, but we have yet to resolve a minor problem with the CD face graphics. It's nothing that will hold up the order, but it's the only pending aspect at this point in time. Unfortunately, the CD will not be completed before December 14th. It's scheduled to be in my hands on December 14th, and not a day before. So... I won't have the ability to ship out your order of "Reactions" before the actual release date. BUT, at the very least, all my effort paid off and the original release date was actually met... for once! Hell yeah!

I imagine news postings for December 2004 will be frequent, but my overall plans for the rest of this year is to complete the release of "Reactions" (including that song for Mp3 download), get all my other websites updated, and hopefully open up a few sections of this website. Will it happen? Who knows. All I know is that I finally have time to post this message at the very least. So... I guess... just keep reading it over and over if I never get the chance to post another one! Or read it backward. Whatever floats your boat until I have time again to entertain you.

It has been completed! Tomorrow, all materials will be submitted to the factory I have chosen to manufacture the CD. This weekend boiled into crunch time, and I had to get it completed today in order to ensure a release date on target for December 14th. I completed the artwork in the week prior to this, but the final/secret track wasn't even started! So... somehow, I still was able to finish it off with a massive effort on my part, consuming the entire weekend. Anyway, despite all the stress and unfortunate events happening at my current job, I got it done. Actually... I've reached a point where I'm going to quit my current graphics job for another, hopefully in January of the coming year. Screw those stingy bastards. On top of that, I'll likely move back to Phoenix since that's where my girlfriend will end up in the coming months.

Anyway, back to "Reactions," I'll give you some stats: It's approximately 76 minutes in length, about 63 minutes of core content without the secret tracks. The CD comes in an all-clear jewel case, a 4/1 color tray card, and a 6-page 4/1 color insert booklet. The booklet contains some very interesting information about each song, and also lists the lyrics for "Reactions." The case is shrink-wrapped, and has its own UPC-A code on the back side. In other words, this is an official CD, not a hand-made copy. This is a professionally-manufactured industry-standard CD (silver-bottomed). As for a track listing, I'll be posting that later. There are 20 tracks, 19 are by DJ Jake, 1 by Essix. 14 tracks have never been released on a major DJ Jake CD in the past. 10 have never been released on CD at all!

I haven't settled on a price yet. My original intention was to sell each copy for $15, but I'm thinking that's a bit high when compared to standard prices these days. But whatever the price, it's highly unlikely that you'll receive your copy before the actual release date. I pretty much have to submit this to the factory on the absolute latest date possible, which means I probably won't even receive the CDs until December 14th. More update will come later.

Shortly after Eminem released his new album "Encore," it has been slammed and genuinely disliked in various reviews by people throughout the globe. It has been bashed concerning a lack of decent instrumentals, as well as a few irritating "singing" attempts, not to mention the constant lack of reasonable depth in the lyrics. The song "Mosh" was recently picked apart on the Feminem.com forums, with a thread started by a Femi-Fan gullible enough to believe Eminem actually created a song with depth. That thread can be found Here. To be honest, I haven't listened to a pinch of this album, but I have read the lyrics to the "Mosh" song (and obliterated them).

It seems that a large portion of the Femi-Fans are discontent with "Encore," and it makes me wonder... is this just another example of the mainstream population moving on from what they used to consider "hot," or did Eminem really attempt to create something that shifted away from his constantly-immature and meaningless past? If the rest of the content of the album is like "Mosh," then he clearly hasn't changed at all. Regardless, with the ill-reviews of the album that I've seen throughout the internet, it's safe to say that his very unfortunate popularity is hitting a slight recession, and that is reason enough to celebrate, for the good of the world.

It has become very clear to me that this website has been on a steady trend to encompass larger ideas of general beliefs/stances concerning the world/mainstream in general. This website is no longer against Eminem and his fans, exclusively. It has begun to encircle a dislike for any mainstreamist that has used an "easy" way to get to the top, without any real talent or form of originality. This website has also stood against any moronic conformist (not just the Femi-Fans, although they are part of the same brand) that bases his or her beliefs upon superficial aspects of life (being a thug, being hot or popular, being rich, being accepted... etc). To an extent, this website has always branched out beyond the dislike of Eminem and his worthless hordes, but it has done moreso throughout this year, and will continue to do so, especially when Eminem has been removed from the Queen's throne.

Basically... my point is this... This website is becoming obsolete before I've even completed it! I'd like to take this website to a more broad stance on the issue of anti-mainstream, but use Eminem as the prime example from which to prove our points. This, I feel, will strongly underline our credibility and purpose, and will slightly eliminate the automatic "you sit around and diss Eminem all day" rant from the Fems, since it's against more than just Eminem. Anyway... I'm sure most of you (that support this website) agree with what I've said, as it's an underlying belief and discontent with mainstreamism that drives us here, not just a dislike for Eminem.

It took longer than expected, but my first song created under my new name of Essix is complete. The song title is the same as the name of the upcoming DJ Jake album "Reactions." I had planned to get this song completed before the end of September, but as usual, plans were screwed up by unforeseen events. Regardless, the song is complete, and now work can begin on the rest of the album, including the introduction and exit/secret tracks, as well as all artwork for the CD. If I remain focused, everything should be completed on time.

I do plan to release the song "Reactions" prior to the release date of December 14th, but don't exactly know when I'll be able to do this. I want to ensure that I'll have the album done on time before actually promoting it properly. On top of that, if time permits, I'll release a sampler of the album as well. But anyway, plans are a bit vague when it comes to the order of production, all I know is that "Reactions" is complete, and it is clearly the most talented and deepest song I've created to date. Rest assured you'll hear it soon.

Despite all possible efforts (if sleep were unnecessary, I'd never do it), there's absolutely no way that Feminem.com will be 100% online by the end of the year. This is the largest rebuilding effort for this website ever, topping the other 3 times this website was revamped. Back then, I probably had half as much going on as I do now, which is making it extremely difficult to update in a timely manner. In any event, a complete description as to why updates have been sluggish can be found by clicking HERE. That will take you to a specific posting on the Feminem.com forums which explains in detail the current plans for website updates.

On top of that, there will likely be no new Hate Mails for the month of September, as I do not have time to deal with any emails at the moment. I'm sure there will be a small amount of time in October, so just hold your breath until then, and be sure to check out... well... everything else that you can find that's actually up and running at the moment. Actually, speaking of that, you'll find the "Pictures" link working to the right, but it only links to a page on the forums, which links to the old picture hostings back before the new Feminem.com began in January. Anyway, just be sure to check out the link above for the update explanation. Updates may be slow, but one day you are sure to see this entire website online.

Website production has been slightly stalled recently here at DJJake.com/Essix.net, but all future plans are still in effect, including my upcoming album's release. Not too long ago, a promotional advertisement revealed the name of the album to be "Reactions." The old name that had been planned since 2000, "DieKill," has simply become too obsolete due to the different maturity level I've reached, and my changed goals/beliefs/purpose in life. This album is still scheduled to be released on December 14th, 2004. I anticipate no delays in its release, as most of the content of the album has already been completed.

This CD is essentially an end-all collection of DJ Jake material, and the last release under the name of "DJ Jake" before I officially switch to "Essix." You can expect it to have at least 20 tracks, totaling to approximately 74 minutes in length! This CD will also be professionally produced (meaning this CD will be manufactured [no CDRs], with an official barcode, shrink-wrapping, and everything!). In addition to a collection of DJ Jake material, this album will also contain the first official Essix song, entitled "Reactions." This song is currently in production, and should be completed before the month of September is over. The song in question will likely be released online, along with a sampler of the album, probably late October, or mid-November. Further details concerning this album will be revealed in the months to come.

The "Reactions" song is my first priority, overriding any website updating projects I've had in mind. So once that's done, I'll focus on the introduction track on the album, as well as mixing the entire CD, followed by the artwork for the booklet/tray/CD. So much to do, but I'm determined to not have to push back release dates any further.

As promised, Thunderground has already tripled its list of merchandise since last month. As of today, four new items have been released and are now for sale! An unexpected item, Feminem.com shot glasses are now available in the Miscellaneous section. In addition, the second Feminem.com T-shirt has been released in the Clothing section. The new shirt contains a Surgeon General's Warning stating the reasons why Eminem can have adverse effects on your health. And finally, the section of Posters is finally open here at Thunderground, with two tabloid-sized posters for sale. One poster contains the previously mentioned Surgeon General's Warning, and the other is a promotional poster for DJ Jake and the era of his "Reactions" CD, due to be released on December 14th, 2004. Be sure to check out all the newest items Thunderground now has to offer.

Since several products have now been released, an updated Upcoming Items section now features information about a few new projects Thunderground is currently researching. These items include bumper stickers and embroidered patches, both possibly for sale before 2004 comes to an end. Vinyl stickers are still next to be produced through Thunderground, but most importantly is DJ Jake's upcoming "Reactions" CD. Beyond the upcoming items already listed, there are a few new items in a purely conceptual stage at this point, which may become official in the months to come.

New Hate Mails for the months of August 2004 have been added today. I only had the email account activated long enough to receive two emails, and both have been posted and replied to. They still obliterate the Femi-Fan in question, but the revised replies from May of 2002 are certainly more hilarious. Be sure to check out the new "Essix" replies under the "DJ Jake" replies in May 2002's section of hate mail. Classic material.

As this month comes to an end, Feminem.com is certainly coming along nicely, but still requires a lot of work. With the schedule I keep, the 4 remaining months of this year are not enough to complete Feminem.com when 2004 comes to an end, but I'll do what I can. My upcoming CD will be of top priority in the months to come, and details will be revealed on DJJake.com/Essix.net. If time permits, I'll finish the "Content Disclaimers" section tonight. Hopefully it won't take any more work than I anticipate.

As a first note, if you're a worthless Eminem fan, please email me at (Removed - You missed your chance for now!). And of course, to make everything legal, I have to spout my disclaimer (one day soon I'll have the disclaimer section up and running). By sending me any email, you agree to these terms: I may post your email on this or any other website, along with any other personal information you submit to me (name, email address, etc...). By sending me an email, your information will be clearly listed on this website. [End disclaimer] With that being said, please send me some hate mail. Thanks.

Secondly, the "Shit List" has returned to Feminem.com. This was and still is a listing of email addresses and other personal information of various Eminem fans that have waived their rights by submitting Hate Mail to this website, or the Forums. In practice, the Shit List has not changed. It is still a listing to annoy the Eminem fan in question, but a major change has happened. Due to concerns about @feminem.com email addresses being blocked on major service providers, the "Master Shit List" account will no longer exist. Instead, the list functions with the help of search engines. For full details, you'll have to check out the description in the "Shit List" section.

On a final note, work continues on this website, including the "Faggot of the Month" section (an obsolete section that will no longer grow, but will continue to exist in the new format due to the humor & humiliation of the Eminem fan targeted). The coming months will see fewer updates here, but more at DJJake.com due to my upcoming CD release. Also, Thunderground plans to release 4 more new items within the next week. Stay tuned.

DJJake.com has finally returned, in part. Everything you see here, including all graphics and scripts, was created yesterday. Needless to say, this is just a start. Obviously, all links on the left menu are not functioning because the content has yet to be created. Since this website was shut down in January, pending a revision and re-statement of goals & purpose, work has also continued on my other websites, including Feminem.com and TGround.com.

But this website has been down for too long, and with the release of my next album on December 14th, 2004, it's time to get things started here at DJJake.com/Essix.net. So much has happened in the past 8 months that it's nearly impossible to reveal all the details here and now. However, as this website begins to come back online, most of your questions should be explained. Details concerning the new album, my new name of Essix, Thunderground, and my life in general will be released in the months to come.

By the end of 2004, Thunderground plans to expand its selection of merchandise from a measly 3 items to more than triple that, bringing the merchandise selection into the double digits. All planned sections with the exception of "Miscellaneous" will contain new merchandise selections, most coming by September 2004.

As of yesterday, the order for the Fem&m candies finally arrived, and details are being worked out right now concerning pricing and quantity. By tomorrow, they should be available for purchase. Tastes are subjective, but the owner of Thunderground, DJ Jake, was thoroughly impressed with the quality and excellent flavors of the candy. One to two piece samples will typically be included in most outgoing orders henceforth. For more information until they are officially for sale, visit the Upcoming Items section.

DJ Jake has announced a release date for his upcoming CD, which remains untitled for the moment, December 14th 2004. Thunderground plans to take orders in the week before it is officially for sale, and possibly ship the items out a day or two before the actual release date, to ensure a possible in-hands date of the actual release day. Pricing and details are still to be determined.

Due to the busy schedule DJ Jake has had, the online shopping cart remains stagnant and forgotten, and will likely remain this way until possibly the end of the year. Orders continue to come in via snail mail, and for now, DJ Jake is content with this. Until a higher need arises for the shopping cart to be functional, expect snail mail orders to be the only acceptable ordering method.

It has been a long time coming, and now, finally, the favorite section of Hate Mail is back online! All the old content from 2001 to 2003 has been re-scripted into the new Queen of the Mainstream format. You'll be able to find all your old favorite replies to the worthless Femi-Fans like Shawn Newcomer and Shane Rodgers.

In addition, new hate mails for 2004 are also listed. July contains two emails from a purposeless individual that believes for some reason that I honestly care about her existence, when in actuality, she's wasting her life by obsessing with me. Sad to see another Femi-Fan (or potential Femi-Fan) living such meaningless lives. Hopefully she'll understand and evolve some day. January 2004 contains the hate mails sent by Shat, as I don't wish for those replies to be forgotten in the news archives.

As a final note, when I was re-scripting the old content, I noticed how completely obsolete and unreflective some of the old hate mail replies are concerning my current views and goals for this website and the defamation of Eminem. I've put up a disclaimer stating that the hate mail replies from 2001 to 2003 are obsolete, but I also feel this isn't enough. So it's likely that I'll make new replies in addition to the existing "DJ Jake" replies from long ago. This process has already started. ALL 2001 hate mails have been re-replied to under my new name of Essix (to be explained later). Those replies are also quite humorous, and I suggest you check them out.

I will explain the "Essix" name at a later date, but the bottom line is that my views and beliefs have changed so much since last year that it is simply time to disassociate myself form the old alias and create a new one that better reflects who I am today (and most likely, henceforth). Anyway, gradually, I will continue to reply to old hate mails, starting with 2002, until all have been re-replied to (if necessary).

That's it for now, but I do have some general updates and website news that I'll announce later. Pretty much summed up, I want to have the entire category of "Femi-Fans" up and running by the end of August. For now, enjoy the hate mail!

In recent months, a fan of Eminem (coined as Femi-Fans) by the name of Anthony has been posting on the Feminem.com forums in a relatively lifeless and pointless manner. His recent messages posted revolved around "battling" various members of the forum in lyrical freestyles. Upon my response to his lack of talent and maturity (he's 26 and admitted to spending his vacation time to post on this website), he called me out, hoping to provoke a response from me in a lyrical battle. And to prove my point, I created this short rebuttal to his pathetic existence:

DJ Jake - "Femi-Fanthony"

My reasoning for doing this revolves around the several Femi-Fans that have wanted me to "rap battle" them in the past. I'm honestly sick of hearing the "you're scared" or "you suck and can't do it" comments, so for this one time only, I decided to prove my point, and destroy Anthony with "Femi-Fanthony." These songs are a waste of my time, but to prove that I can lyrically destroy any Femi-Fan and have no reluctance to do so, here's my newest release. Enjoy.

Oh, and by the way, Anthony's email address: Mookieminxy@yahoo.com

The next merchandise available through Thunderground will be official Feminem.com "Fem&m" candies. Further details about this upcoming product can be found Here. The order for these candies was put in last Friday, and the expected availability date is early August. The price for these candies is still to be finalized, but will probably range from $4.00 - $5.00 per 25-piece bag.

If you are planning to order merchandise, and you live in New Mexico, the state tax rate has increased from 5.8125% to 6.0625%. The order form has been updated accordingly. This won't affect Thunderground to much of an extent, as most orders received are exempt from state tax because most orders come from out of state.

And what about the online shopping cart for online orders? It has become something of a 2nd priority, as the owner of Thunderground, DJ Jake, has redirected most of his time on his other websites recently, i.e. Feminem.com. Currently, there is no approximate date for online orders to be accepted, but it remains on the long ongoing list that must be completed.

Brand new website sections have finally been completed, and are available for your viewing pleasure! The long-awaited but highly important "Who's Feminem" section has been completed. Be sure to check out who Feminem really is. The description is a brief but accurate set of paragraphs about Eminem, the superficial voice-crack master. I'm sure you'll enjoy the picture as well. In addition, the Misconceptions section is now 100% online. If you're a Femi-Fan and come to general conclusions without a thought process, you'll definitely want to check out that section for your own enlightenment, if you possess the ability to comprehend large words.

I have been asked by several people, "which section is next?" To be honest, it remains unknown at the moment. My plans were to have some of the more basic but important sections up and running before the Gathering took place. Thanks to Brad, Feminem.com flyers will be distributed, and on the chance someone will check out this website, I'd rather have at least some basic information for them instead of a website that's totally under construction. But anyway, who knows which section I'll work on next. Just rest assured that everything will be online by the end of the year. I thank you all for your support and patience.

Now that the holiday weekend has passed, progress can resume on Feminem.com in general, as the webmaster is back in town! The next section to be online on the new "Queen of the Mainstream" version of this website is the Misconceptions section. If you check that section today and even most of tomorrow (probably), it will still lack the "explanations," but they are due for completion by the end of July 11th. This section has been a long time coming, as Femi-Fans and 1st time visitors still have generally inaccurate ideas concerning the existence of this website.

And as you've known for a while, this website is still under major construction/rebuilding since the 1st of January. The expected completion date remains December 31st, 2004. It's easy to tell by the barely-visible links in the menus which sections are currently running, and which sections still need to be scripted. As time goes on, each of these links will become accessible when re-scripted into the "QotM" format. Obviously, most of these sections are still yet to be completed. Simply continue to come back and check on the status of this website. Once all is up and running, Feminem.com will be better than it has ever been.

The Feminem.com Forums have seen some major modifications recently, thanks to an online meeting I had with most of the moderators. Most sections have seen at least minor modifications, but many have been divided up into new sections. All in all, six new sections have been created. There's a new section called "Eminem In The News" which is essentially a large gathering of topics of various articles on Eminem that expose the truth behind his career. Even a new category called "Femi-Fans" has been created for the pre-existing "The War Zone" and "Femi-Fans" forum sections. A new section titled "Owned!" features the huge amount of topics that have seen a complete obliteration of an Eminem fan's posting. And to all new Eminem fans reading this, be sure to post something in The War Zone, we always enjoy the free entertainment you can provide for us.

As for the rest of the forums, the "General Discussion" forum was broken up into several sections including "Your Talents," "Fun & Creative," "Politics & Beliefs," and "General Polls." Simply have a look at the overview description to find out what each section is all about. And if you'd like to become a member of the largest anti-Eminem/Mainstream board on the internet, be sure to register (it's free) as soon as you'd like; we are always happy to welcome you because of your open minds.

The official website for Feminem.com merchandise was completed yesterday, it can be found at TGround.com. This is yet another website created by Feminem.com mastermind, DJ Jake. Since Thunderground, the company started by DJ Jake, plans to offer items that have no connection with the hating of Eminem, an official website outside of Feminem.com seemed more logical to set up instead of an internally-based merchandise section. Examples of Feminem.com merchandise can still be viewed in the Merchandise section, but merchandise details and actual ordering will have to be done through TGround.com.

In other news, now that most of the merchandise plans have been completed, it's soon time to focus on the rest of this website, starting with most of the "information" section, but in actuality, I'll work on whatever I feel like working on. It's simply a matter of time before this entire website is 100% online. That amount of time is still estimated to be approximately another 6 months. It's not just this website I'm looking to complete, it's also Essix.net/DJJake.com, and about 10,000 other projects I've loaded myself up with in the past few months. So the updates may be slow, but trust me, I'm working my ass off.

To finish off, I recently purchased a service to go ahead and submit Feminem.com to several search engines throughout the web. It is unknown if this will actually accomplish anything, but I figured it was worth a try, as more people need to be exposed to the truth of Eminem. In the past, a search for "Eminem sucks" or "I hate Eminem" wouldn't bring up this webite. Perhaps now it will.

Feminem.com merchandise is officially for sale starting today! Please go ahead and visit the Merchandise section to see what's currently for sale. At the moment, there's actually only 1 item for sale, the Fem&m T-Shirts. More merchandise will definitely be available in the coming months. As stated earlier, credit cards are not currently accepted, yet. They should be sometime in this month of June. See the merchandise section for full details. Go ahead and place your order soon, because quantities are limited!

In addition to a temporary merchandise section being created for this website, the Purpose section has also been completed. Now all visitors can view a brief description of this website's purpose. Hopefully, this will be begin to educate the lesser-minded Eminem supporters that simply cannot comprehend why we would be against their "hot" idol. More "information" updates will happen to this website in this month of June.

With the new sections being created, I've had to use some scripting abilities I never used before, and have run into a few problems here and there, especially with the iframe. I'll have to work these bugs out, but right now, everything should be more or less functional. More updates are coming, very soon!

By Sunday evening MST, Feminem.com will (should) be back online! Basically, I took an alternative road to obtaining the legal rights to MY OWN domain name, Feminem.com, and I tricked the webmaster of FXProfile and obtained everything I need to correct the current situation. So what do I mean by "tricked"? Ha ha ha... bullshit politics, my friend, bullshit politics. And I'm MAD hyper right now because it is such a HUGE relief to have this burden off my back. Feminem.com will be back SOON! Yes indeed, and all information that was posted that is apparently deleted, IS NOT and WILL be restored entirely. Feminem.com has been won.

As for the details of the trickery, this ties back in with Mr. Viet Phu Nguyen, the apparent administrator of the server FXProfile. In an effort to validate my registrant's information, I had to activate a no-longer-working @feminem.com email address. The only way to do that was to have Mr. Viet set up an account for me at Feminem.com, on HIS server. He wanted to charge me $11 for this, which would take him approximately 1 minute to set up. I wouldn't even need access for more than 2 minutes, and in actuality, I pulled it off within that time frame. Enjoy the wonderful AIM conversation I had with Mr. Viet:

DJ Jake: Viet? This is Jake, a customer of [removed]'s at [removed]... do you have a moment to speak with me?
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  yes
DJ Jake: I was wondering if you had gotten my message I sent to your SN earlier this morning?
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  nah
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  oh yea
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  i got it in my aim logs
DJ Jake: Oh okay. Yeah I've been having some problems getting the DNS changed on Feminem.com due to some corporate problems with my registrant.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  u still want me to host it ?
DJ Jake: I don't know exactly what the conflict is between you and [removed] or even if there is any... I honestly don't take sides on this, I just need to have access to my website again.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  u need me to host it ?
DJ Jake: I was hoping to have [removed] continue to host it for me.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  oh [removed] said he is gonna move out of the fxprofile server
DJ Jake: But right now it's directed at "Ashes2Anime," which is not my website at all.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  so he's having my fxprofile server till the 26th and its gonna go down
DJ Jake: Hmmm... well apparently it's already down?
DJ Jake: Or at least he can't access it anymore...
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  no its up, just the dns settings a all crazy
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  he can access it
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  if u would like i have a fresh new server with hardly people on it
DJ Jake: All I want is that one DNS zone (or whatever the resolution method is) activated so I can take care of this problem on my end.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  ok, i don't know whats up witht eh fxprofile dns zones , i have a new server i can host you on with the nameservers ns1.fxprofile.com ns2.fxprofile.com
DJ Jake: That's what the DNS entry already is for feminem.com.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  what nameservers are feminem.com pointing do
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  to*
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  ns1.fxprofile.com ?
DJ Jake: Yes.
DJ Jake: NS1.FXPROFILE.COM, NS2.FXPROFILE.COM.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  ok but ns1 ns2.fxprofile.com is point to my new server that [removed] isn't on, if u want me to host u on that nameserver u gotta pay me to host you
DJ Jake: Yes, I know... but I can't change the DNS because I can't get an email from my registrant because the log in information is invalid, and the email is an @feminem.com account, all of which are not working because the DNS is invalid.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  want me to activate your account on my server ?
DJ Jake: Even if only for a few hours, that would be great.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  u just want to backup your files ?
DJ Jake: Nah, I just need to create a forwarder for an email address, then I can access the domain through my registrant.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  ohhh, i need a 10$ setup fee
DJ Jake: I have backups of all the files.
DJ Jake: What guarantee do I have that you'll actually set it up?
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  i'll set it up then u pay me
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  deal ?
DJ Jake: And it will be $10, and how long will it be set up for?
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  and whats ur username for the old server for feminem
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  how long do you need it for
DJ Jake: Just the day, to be safe.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  1$ for the hosting charges lol
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  so its 11$
DJ Jake: Ha ha ha
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  so you don't need me to transfer account ?
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  just create a new account for you to email ?
DJ Jake: At this point, since I'm getting BS from my registrant and I need this resolved soon, I'll go ahead and say, yes, deal. But no, I don't need you to be the permanent server for feminem.com, I just need access to it for a day so I can set up a certain forwarder.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  ok
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  what u want ur username to me and password
DJ Jake: And what's your primary website anyway, the place where your service can be purchased?
DJ Jake: Username: [removed]
DJ Jake: Password: [removed]
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  oh i don't really provide a hosting service i just have a cool webserver lol
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  its too hard to get hosting clients
DJ Jake: Do you have [removed - type of control panel]? Or something else...
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  [removed - account information set up information]
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  yes
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  [removed - link to log in information]
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  :-D
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  can i have my 11$
DJ Jake: Logging in...
DJ Jake: Yes, let me get this resolved with the registrant first though.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  :-(
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  nuh uh , i need it now

Commentary: Little did he know, at this point I had already logged into his server and set up the forwarding account. Simultaneously, I was in the process of testing it and re-setting the password on my registrant's website.

DJ Jake: Don't worry, I'll pay because this means a LOT to me and I thank you for doing it.

Commentary: Ha ha ha... never believe something that is too good to be true. This was a lie straight from the heart.

ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  why not now ?
DJ Jake: Making progress, hold on...
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  how much traffic u get to feminem ?
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  like uniques per day
DJ Jake: Possibly 1000.
DJ Jake: Lots of traffic.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  i'll hhost you for 10$/month if yu put my banner on ur site
DJ Jake: Nah, no banners.
DJ Jake: Slimanus.com - the temporary Feminem.com at the moment.
DJ Jake: Keeping it banner free as usual.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  what about text link me
DJ Jake: Nope, sorry.

Commentary: At this point, I had already received the confirmation email from my registrant, and reset my password on their website. I then proceeded to correct the contact email address to something that worked no matter what @feminem.com alias, and created updated records with them including a security question only I would know. In addition, I began the process of redirecting the DNS. Moments after receiving the email, I also deleted the forwarder on his server and proceeded to delete any information leading back to me. In essence, I blocked him out of his own control on my website.

ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  ok
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  well can i get my money ?
DJ Jake: When I manage to make the changes on my registrant.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  the deal was for me to make ur account
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  then u pay
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  feminem's account has been suspended
DJ Jake: Okay thank you.

Commentary: By now it didn't matter what he did with the setup. I had already achieved everything I wanted to do. And because he deleted the account he set up, he lost even the information for the IP I was logging in from.

ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  can i hvae the money ?
DJ Jake: I'll be on later tonight when I know the changes have been made for sure. Thanks again.
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  OMFG
ViEt PhU NgUyEn:  that wasn't the deal !
DJ Jake: The deal was for 1 day of service, and you have suspended it. You have breached the contract by all rights.

And that is when I signed off and blocked him. I won't pay for greedy people that attempt to turn the situation to their advantage for profit. That's like Eminem tapping into the mindless teenagers for "popular money." This I do not stand for, or pay for. Thank you for providing the opportunity for me to regain control over my own website. You have helped out beyond my capacity to express it. *evil laugh, DJ Jake style*

Some progress has been made. Slimanus.com is also now online, you may check that domain or DJJake.com for now. The Feminem.com issue continues. I'll be calling them again today to check the status of their lack of timely customer service, I mean, the status of my legal rights to the domain name. This sluggish process is obviously being drawn out by corporate bullshit and people not wanting to deal with the issues at hand, because it's not important enough for them to deal with. But whatever, I'm doing all I can.

Viet, this message is for you in particular. I honestly don't care about what confrontation or falling out you and my service provider had recently, but it's affecting my business and fan base. They think Feminem.com was taken over by some guy's portfolio website. All I want is this issue resolved, and to do that, I need access to the Feminem.com domain, which now lies within your indirect control. All I ask is that you do what my service provider has requested of you so I can make the necessary changes so this ordeal can end without the pending corporate ordeal. Is it that you want to be my new service provider instead of him?... I don't care, I want my website back, and outside of the domain corporation I have to deal with, you're the only one that can remit DNS to something in my control. Thank you.

Pending my 8th, yes EIGHTH talk with my registrant company today, I should have some more definite answers concerning the status of Feminem.com and the current lock-out of access pending account verification. I have provided 7 more sheets of faxed proof to them early this morning, and they are currently reviewing it. And I still have more proof if necessary. I'll update again tonight.

Added in later: Well I just spoke with them, and once again they have told me to "wait." Basically, I'm going through as much legal limbo as possible at the moment. At this rate, nothing will be resolved until the end of the month or later. Also, Slimanus.com is STILL not up with the new DNS. It appears that godaddy.com is also a piece of shit as well. Anyway, when it's up, slimanus.com will be the only Feminem.com. DJJake.com will become stagnant. But basically, there's nothing else I can do at this point. If I cannot regain Feminem.com, I will likely end the website because there's no point in continuing it if the names don't even match.

Added in even later: Now I've spoken with my server again. He's going to attempt to contact the owners of the server that Feminem.com was on, and attempt to have them arrange for an "a" (something or other) to be created so that Feminem.com can be redirected to the proper IP for a limited amount of time while I correct the email situation with the registrant. But like all good things, this will likely take days for the old server to respond to. That's a small glimmer of hope in these FUCKING BULLSHIT times. I mean, let's be mature about this... A small glimmer of hope in these severely inconvenient times tainted with incompetence when it comes to speedy customer service when an actual customer is PAYING for a service that he cannot access. I understand the security issues, but when I'm guaranteed a response within 48 hours (and it has now been 60) and still have not received one, my satisfaction level drops below Eminem's IQ level.

Well here's how it is... first of all, all you paranoid skitsos, this was not a hack job. Feminem.com was hosted on a server that was apparently being rented from a larger company, and the larger company suddenly decided to ban my current provider from using the server that he was leasing. This is why Feminem.com now points to someone's random website, because it now is pointing to the someone else's server. Now, all I need to do is change the DNS information on Feminem.com, and all will be fixed (after it's all re-uploaded, don't worry, I have backups).

And why hasn't this happened? Because Feminem.com was registered through a bullshit company known as Namezero.com, which suddenly transferred my account to "Networksolutions.com" without informing me. I have no user ID, and I have no password to enter my account. Even worse, the contact information I listed is invalid (in an attempt to curve the spam and hate mail from my real name, address, phone, and email address being listed). Therefore, I cannot validate it, and they will not let me access the account. I've spoken to 4 people there, and this issue has been pushed to a higher priority with them, and they *should* be getting back to me by tomorrow.

If they decide to give me access to the account, then I will immediately change the DNS, and Feminem.com should be pointing towards a new server in about 48 hours. For now, I've already re-directed slimanus.com to point to the new server... this is a process that will also take 48 hours to take effect. The best I can do now is wait, and post here at DJJake.com, because I'm using my internet provider to host a temporary Feminem.com.

Anyway, this is not my fault, so I make no apologies for the down time. This is free for you anyway, so go beat up an Eminem fan if you're angry. Feminem.com merchandise will still be available soon, but will have to be delayed until this issue is resolved. I'll post more when I know more.

Today marks the day when the new Feminem.com website has officially started re-production with the "Queen of the Mainstream" theme. Instead of the immature content of the past, facts and truths of Eminem's actions and motivations will be discussed and analyzed here. In addition, all the old content of Feminem.com will still be listed and available to all users. Simply understand that the past content no longer reflects the opinions and beliefs of the website administrator (me). As you can see at this current moment, the frameset has been installed on this website (the grey sidebars). This is the foundation from which the content of Feminem.com can be scripted, and the new era of Feminem.com begins.

In addition, Feminem.com official merchandise is getting very close to release. It is possible the T-shirt merchandise will be available by the 8th of May, but it might also have to wait until the beginning of the following week. This actual date is unknown because the details of online payments are still in discussion. However, I can accept Money Orders at this present time, but orders will not be taken until the actual product is available. For more information about the T-shirts, please visit the Feminem.com forum. Thank you.

In recent weeks, Shat, a past-oriented Juggalo-disliker has been posting several immature messages on various forums and his website in general that have caused discontent on the Feminem.com forums. As a result, I have put together my 2nd and final reply to Shat. The events surrounding him have nothing to do with Feminem.com interests, so I have addressed this issue accordingly. For any viewers wanting to understand why the supporters of this website (and myself) dislike Eminem, it is in your best interest to read the following reply, as it details some of our reasoning quite clearly.

[DJ Jake] [ Shat ]

Greetings Shat,
First, let me make it clear that I do not check out ninjachat.com, nor do I intend to in the future. The quotes and messages I've rebuttaled from that website have been relayed to me from other users of my Feminem.com forum. I now hear that ninjachat.com is no longer an open forum. I'm mentioning all of this on the chance that you might like to reply, you'd have to either come to this website and post, or email me directly using the previous email address I've provided you in the past.

As a first order of business, check my replies in the links below. They contain my responses to various members involved in our website's recent confrontation.

http://www.Feminem.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?t=1770

Secondly, be sure to check out this link as well. Take a look at the first posting I've made, and the 14th posting in that thread (also by me).

http://www.Feminem.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?t=1771

I'm also going to take the time to reply to your most recent email, that I never fully read until today. Honestly, I didn't care enough to reply or read it until today. I had my say, you had yours, and at that point I simply didn't care. But since then there has been an increased amount of warmongering on both of our websites, and I feel it is best to put an end to this confrontation now.

First off, nothing was said behind your back.

If this was true, why then did I have to find out about it through someone else posting on my website? It was said behind my back because I never knew it was coming, and was never informed by you that it had been posted.

I chose not to come to the message board because really, the whole thing wasn't aimed at the board, it was towards the site and if I had brought it over to there, it would've just evolved into one big "you're gay" fest, like I happen to see around that forum, instead of just taking this person to person, which worked out good since you handled yourself maturely (and I respect that) and maybe we can have a debate without mud flinging.

I honestly don't care about the excuses you make concerning your reasoning for posting messages behind my back. The truth, no matter the excuse, is that you posted a discontent message on your website about me and my website without informing me in some way. It surprises me that you respect the mature manner in which I handle myself, but you would resort to something as disrespectful as indirect insults to begin this "debate." Simply admit that you talked behind my back. I don't understand why you're not willing to admit that you were wrong in doing this.

First thing you gotta know. I grew up on hip hop. It's all I've ever known. Since the days when Pac first came out, and when BIG released "Juicy", I always felt like hip hop, like the blues was the best form of musical expression and emotion, and I felt like hip hop can bring people together because the messages in it can relate to anyone.

Sadly, there isn't much hip hop song with messages in it these days. Many songs are created without a message, especially in the rap industry. Rap in general carries the least amount of meanings, because this form of entertainment is highly popular, and as it is highly popular, it will be widely accepted among people willing to conform to popularity regardless of the message or lack of messages contained in the songs. Anyone can relate to a song, or find meaning in a song, but did the artist really put a meaning into the song, or was it created only to provoke other people into thinking or finding their own meaning in the song?

Now, just as Pac stood for black unity and united minorities, Feminem took caucasions and opened them up to rap.

The Caucasian population was already open to rap. Rap and Caucasians existed long before the days of Feminem. Feminem didn't open anyone up to rap, what happened is that the industry needed a Caucasian, any Caucasian, to promote and use in order to influence and abuse the mainstream population of Caucasian people that believe popularity is the key to happiness. They needed someone of the same "color" in order to appeal to the same people of that "color." Caucasians were already open to rap before the days of Feminem. Feminem and the industry played into this fact in order to exploit this teenage generation of self-seeking Femi-Fans.

Through Feminem, maybe they found out about Pac since he name checks him so much and became interested in his music and they liked it, and drew something positive from it.

Interesting, so you're saying that Feminem has nothing positive to offer except the possibility of referencing other artists that actually do have something positive to offer. In other words, the only positive aspect of Feminem is to bypass him and find alternative artists.

Open them up to an urban culture and respect for black music, and maybe it'll unite ALL races and decrease racism.

Sadly, it won't, and hasn't. If anything, this has made the black population more agitated with the Caucasians. Many people view rap as a black creation that Feminem and other white rap artists have stolen. And let us not forget Feminem's racist song against black women that recently surfaced this year. No bridges have been created between the races, except in the minds of the superficial Caucasians that suddenly feel they can relate to black music.

Now, if you think that's going too far, I know many people who were opened to hip hop through Feminem who hadn't been before, same way Pac opened many people to hip hop who previously weren't. So in that respect I do think he's a positive influence on American culture and entertainment.

These people weren't "opened up" to rap through Feminem, they were influenced by the mainstream media to accept it.

You might argue that his music teaches kids to be violent, it's negative. Well before the God stuff, what was ICP's music?

First, you must understand that Feminem.com is officially not associated with Psychopathic Records in any way. For you to bring up points concerning the matters of a music group that has no official relevance to Feminem.com is unnecessary and unfounded. You'll find that any member of the Feminem.com forums dislikes Feminem for reasons other than the history with Psychopathic. Feminem's confrontation with ICP bears no relevance to this website's discontent with Feminem.

As for Feminem and ICP's violent musical content, it could of course influence any listener in a negative aspect. However, ICP has created their music in a non-serious manner, with serious references to God and religion. Feminem creates his music due to his inability to cope with his past, and his constant refusal to mature. Who honestly cares about how much Feminem hates his own mother?

Alot more violent, which could've affected the same kids negatively the way you say Feminem has. Now that the God stuff is out in the open and people can draw a positive influence from it, it's different but if you wanna talk negativity, the damage is done. Milenko went Platinum, Jeckel Bros. went gold (check riaa.org if you don't believe that) and The Wraith is just at 300,000 copies. That's a big drop off, so I'd say the majority was already affected.

I've noticed that you're similar to Feminem in one unfortunate aspect: Focus on the past. You've proven this once to me before, when you constantly bring up my past history and listed content on Feminem.com before the mature days arrived. And now you criticize ICP for their past, and refuse to focus on the differences they've made in the here and now. Kevin, the past is the past. You learn from it and move on. If you cannot accept that fact, then you'll end up in frequent melancholy moods, like Feminem.

You can also say that ICP had an underlining positive message to their music too. Well, I believe Feminem's has.

And what exactly do you think this positive theme is? Hate your mother? Love the illegitimate child of the girl you want to kill? Hate the media? Hate your fans? Hate other people if they pose a threat to your career and popularity? I fail to see any positive messages contained in Feminem's selfish music.

You ever wonder why kids are so OBSESSED with Feminem's music?

There is no need to wonder. The mainstream, and world in general, is filled with conformative morons. They see that Feminem is popular. They see their peers that like Feminem. And for no reason in particular, they decide to like Feminem too. Ask any of these superficial Femi-Fans why they like Feminem and they'll reply with a depthless answer like, "I like his music," "He's cool," "He's hot," or "He's funny." Where is the meaning in superficial entertainment? Also, because the mainstream is made up of morons, they tend not to look for meaning, and couldn't comprehend it if there was meaning, making Feminem's music that much more suitable for their adolescent and undeveloped ears.

Because they relate to it, it makes them happy and it brings them joy when their life not might have any.

It will only bring them joy to fit in among other degenerates. Feminem is abusing this moronic end of the population to increase his wealth and popularity. By playing into the mindlessness of millions of teenagers, he is tricking them into thinking that he is a good thing, when in actuality, he's an evil manipulative bastard.

Now, how does that differ from JUGGALOS? It doesn't. There's no difference.

There's a huge difference. The fans of Psychopathic enjoy the fact that ICP isn't in this industry to make hordes of cash. They simply need enough to get by, and redirect the rest of the funds back into pleasing and keeping their current fan base. Don't let your personal history with Psychopathic get in the way of such a blatant truth.

Feminem even points out that he raps for the kids and people who don't have shit in their lives on "Sing For The Moment."

Oh, the same people that desire to fit in due to the lack of "shit in their lives"? He's marketing himself towards the gullible, and he spreads his own immaturity among them.

If you wanna hate on obsessed Feminem fans, consider what band you're defending, a band whos underground, so by nature has NO fans who love them just because of a "hit single" so the majority of THEIR fans, being so hardcore, are obsessed as well.

There's nothing wrong with being obsessed with a group that is honorable in the way they get their message across without exploiting superficial aspects of the population. Feminem fans are obsessed with Feminem due to the fact of their overwhelming acceptance in the corporate mainstream world that has promoted Feminem as the best thing since Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys.

You're taking a hypocritical stance concerning myself and my website. You say you hate the Juggalo "sheep" for following Psychopathic mindlessly. We here at Feminem.com dislike the Femi-Fans that mindlessly follow Feminem (and the mainstream world in general). So why exactly are you hating us for doing the exact same thing you're doing? We at least are attempting to spread the word of truth and possible enlightenment towards those that have been suckered into mainstream roots. You're only spreading your opinions of Psychopathic as a form of revenge due to your previous history with them.

But I fail to see how your past relationship and issues with the Psychopathic world are any of our direct concern. So you think most Juggalos are "sheep," good for you! Yay, Shat has an opinion, but why should any one of us care? The problems from your past and your opinions of current have nothing to do with me or Feminem.com in general. Feminem.com is not of opinions or past discontentment like realjuggahos.com, but of the current truths of the matter. It is a cornerstone in the constant struggle against the mainstream conformity and the "sheep" of the world in general. You and your website's existence are irrelevant when it comes to Feminem.com's interests.

But when you have juggalos beating down Feminem fans, the only reason being the music they listen to, you gotta look at juggalos who get spit on and beat down because of the music THEY listen to. It's senseless bullshit that doesn't need to happen because if you wanna complain about haters, let's step outside of the music and look at real hate, and when people are getting beat down for what MUSIC they like, that doesn't help to decrease ANY hate. Just create more. Sort of like your site did. That's my beef with it.

Again, your "beef" with the past can only be resolved with yourself. I have explained the current status of this website and have given an explanation as to why the website was in an immature state in the past. If this is something you can not come to terms with, there's nothing I can do for you. As far as the particular music someone listens to, that is only a sub-point of my major reasons for my discontent with Feminem. I'm not going to re-type every single one of these points over and over in this reply, so simply scroll up and read.

As for calling me a coward. Someone who debates something is not a coward.

What about people that call other people "bitch asses" behind their back without informing that person about the issues he has with that particular individual? That's what... immaturity? Fear? It was an act of a coward and you know it.

It's a person with an opinion. I bashed you as a "hater" the same way you bashed people who e-mailed YOU as "haters."

And you sure took the time to email or inform me in some way! *sarcasm*

Now, you got an e-mail from ABKFOODANG@aol.com once and he refrenced RJH and you answered it, pretty much getting the RJH philosophy and rebutting it, so that's where I got the idea that you knew me.

I honestly don't and never really cared about your opinions. However, to prevent news of your irrelevance from further tainting this website and its overall goals, I'm posting this message as an end-all all-truthful-final-word on the matter to end your indirect and (quite frankly) useless association with my website. You have no business here, we have no business there. You do your own thing on your turf, and we'll do our own on ours.

What evidence do you have of Feminem being homosexual? That he hugged Elton John? When in fact he did that to get gay activists off of his back who were gonna have his album pulled from shelves.

Again, you see his actions revolving around the potential income involved. As for him being a possible homosexual... his constant anger with women? His frequent tendencies to dress up as a woman? His inability to stop assaulting the gay community without actually explaining why he hates homosexual activity (sounds like a closet case). If he would actually say something along the lines of, "homosexuality is immoral and should be banned," instead of, "you're gay, you're a fag, you fuckin' homo," he might actually have some non-closet issues attached to his name.

If you listen to the "Marshal Mathers LP", whether or not you can put up with the whining of his life (even I'll admit he whines 90% of the time nowadays),

Amen.

you can also hear that he has heart in what he's rapping and in some ways he's getting out his anger.

And I think it's rather immature to have to deal with anger in this way. Why bitch and moan to the rest of the world about your own problems? Since when is it our responsibility to lend an ear to someone that can't maturely handle his own problems?

Now if you made something like that, knew it was good, and was proud of it, wouldn't you defend it from getting pulled from shelves by all costs? I'm sure you would. You don't pour your heart out into something just to get it ruined over some stupid shit.

If I believed in it enough, I wouldn't stop it from getting pulled off the shelves. You see, you just contradicted your own point. Feminem GAVE IN to the homosexual population and in essence took back his comments about his stance on gays. He didn't believe in it enough to prove his actual point, that he hates gays and won't put up with them. If I put out an album that hated on the gay community, I wouldn't change my message to make sure the album was released. I wouldn't go out of my way to please the very community I would be attacking.

As for his lack of devotion to his fan base, that can be heard on "Sing For The Moment" where he openly defends his fanbase and on the bonus DVD where he outright says he has love for his fans, because since alot of people hate him, they stick up for him constantly and he respects that. I Don't think you know Feminem's music too much outside of the few songs you might hear on the radio, but the love for his fans IS there.

Oh I see, so he had to put it on something where a much smaller amount of people would hear it, because he's more or less afraid to say it blatantly on a CD? Any popular mainstream artist is not required to give any love to his or her fans, because those very fans A) aren't loyal enough to care, B ) Won't be around long enough to give any attention to, and C) there are so many of these teenie-boppers that it's useless to even try to keep a handful of them when you're always guaranteed to have more of them mindlessly purchasing the "popular" album without thinking about it. Feminem (if he actually did show love to his fans) did this in an attempt to keep from losing any of his fan base, in an attempt to ensure he would have support (money) later on when things finally drop off. This wasn't a sincere show of affection. His acts of love are clearly depthless. If he honestly did care about his fan base, why isn't he investing all of this money back into his fan base? Why isn't he giving back to his fan base with more than just a "thank you" on a secret DVD?

As for questioning where I will go in the after life for reiterating hate. That right there, you can't judge because you don't know me. About my life. I spend it mostly taking care of family, my daughter, my girlfriend and my friends. I'm a happy person who leads a life that I'm quite content with. Because you make one website that's negative doesn't mean you're an negative person, it just means you have negative opinions on the subject, and everyone has a negative opinion on things like you do with Feminem, but I didn't attack you as a person, I attacked your website because I don't know you as a person to judge you as one.

Oh, so that "DJ Jake's bitch ass" comment was all in fun?

I'm really sure that you're not bound for Hell, and if you think so, it's never too late to change, since God is forgiving of any person looking to be forgived.

I'm glad we're on the same page about the most important thing in life.

As for your board. I viewed it so I would know what I'm talking about when I posted MY opinion at my site. I'm a fair guy, I give everything a fair chance, like I did with Feminem.com when it first went up and like I did with your board. Read around it, saw what it was about, commented on it. RJH is an opinion site the same way you say Feminem.com is an opinion site and given that, I will post my opinion.

Fine. Just let me know directly if you have an issue with me and we'll resolve it one on one.

Oh, and you contradicted yourself saying you've never heard of me but have heard of my site.

Oh, I didn't know you were a website.

If you've heard of the site, you should understand it pretty quick.

And if I honestly didn't care about it, then I wouldn't pick up on who the administrator is, would I?

And what opinions grew that you had of Feminem? That he was gay? As a person, we're all equal, as you said, so does his sexual prefrence make him less of a person, or anyone's for that matter?

Not less of a person, but that definitely makes him have less morals than the rest of us that prefer the opposite sex.

The Carnival is said to be God. God loves all his creations. What if a homosexual is religious? Is God gonna hate him? No.

God won't hate the person, but it is viewed as a sin, even stated in the Bible.

"Only God can judge me." So I don't think that's a reason to hate the man, especially if you wanna argue that his music is homophobic. It's the exact same thing you're being.

Nobody is homophobic. That is an incorrect term. No one is scared of homosexual people. If there was such a term, I consider myself "homodisgusted," as the acts of homosexualism sicken me, and I honestly think gay marriages should be banned nationwide. Being gay is a choice, it's not the way someone is born. People choose to commit this sin because they've been raised believing that it's okay to be a homosexual (thanks to the media that strives for attention by showing gay and lesbian acts on TV).

Mainstream music isn't always superficial. OutKast for instance has taken many mainsteam musical stylings and have been inventive with them. Now, mainstream music for the first part I'll agree is played out, so when someone can actually reinvent something in an original way, and make it their own style, it's anything but superficial. Before Feminem came out, the music at the moment WAS superficial nonsense about fancy cars, and all these pop rap anthems, like Will Smith. Extremely superficial. When Feminem came out, many artists got person with their audience too, and became very artful with their work, and that is the opposite of superficial. So instead of people liking the mainstream being superficial, maybe they identify, like certain people identify with underground rap more.

Agreed that not all mainstream music is superficial. Feminem's is and your points can be overturned quickly. What is Feminem's overall message on his albums? To sum it up: "The problems in my life." This in itself is worthless/superficial because he's not attempting to create good in the world, he's venting his immaturities towards the immature to exploit a never-ending fan base of fresh fish. People only identify because they themselves are too immature to deal with their own problems as well. And speaking of superficial themes in his music... what's this about him attempting to pull off a "thug" image? Feminem is skinny, white, and drops unloaded guns at people's feet when confronted directly. His own fans (as seen with the hate mails I've received) have even proclaimed him to be "soft" and "sweet." The fact that he tries to act "hard" is superficial enough.

As for ICP planning out this God stuff, I'm sure God loves hearing that songs about necrophilia were in dedication to him. You can say what you want about diamond rain, but if it were true, the Feminem haters would be too busy enjoying it all then to spend day in and day out complaining about something they hate, and filling their lives with negativity, OPPOSITE ICP's philosophy.

Since when did religion enter into the happenings of anyone that dislikes Feminem? Just because anyone believes in God doesn't mean he or she can't dislike a person that is an ill-influence concerning the messages of faith. And for the last time, I won't explain the disassociation of Feminem.com and Psychopathic again. Simply scroll up.

Oh, millions of people won't turn gay if Feminem is. Same reason millions of people aren't gonna become a wrestler just because the clowns were/are.

Not all of them, of course not. But how many people weren't into wresting until they saw ICP doing it? You can't honestly say that ICP's enjoyment of wrestling never affected a single Juggalo in this world. And you simply can't deny that Feminem's sexual preference won't affect his fanbase's opinions of the matter.

And Dre nurturing Feminem and getting him on his feet is no different then ICP nurturing Twiztid and getting THEM on their feet.

Oh, so I should be dissing Twiztid too? No, because ICP isn't responsible for helping one of the world's most unfortunate influences from reaching the top.

No, I'm not a juggalo, did you not read the website URL or..? I'm a fan of the music. That's where it ends with me.

Fine. Seems rather odd to hate the very people that enjoy the same music you do, but whatever.

If you wanna complain about Feminem sampling Aerosmith and saying that you like artists that are solo, everyone's sampled someone.

I haven't. I create everything of mine from scratch.

Hell, "Hatchet Exeqution" from Blaze's LP stole the ENTIRE beat from Above The Law's "Another Execution" and rearranged many of the words in the song. That's a little less credible then a guitar and vocal sample. Steven Tyler and Joe Perry both said they're fans of Feminem's music. And friends collaborating on things were originally what musical collaborations were before artists even thought of taking money for collabs. Hate sampling, then hate rap in general.

Which is why I enjoy the original aspect of rap and the miscellaneous groups that actually believe in staying original. If time ever permits, I'll continue to be one of the few that continues on the seemingly impossible solo level.

As for famous, the disney shit did make them famous because they were on every news outlet, news paper, etc. because of it. Whether or not they wanted to be famous, questionible, but you don't get that much exposure and not consider yourself famous. Locally famous is a different thing. Feminem was semi-locally famous before Dre picked him up. Only different is, Feminem wanted to blow up, ICP didn't. That doesn't make either of them less credible.

Oh yes it does. One wanted to sell-out and trade morals/values for money and popularity, and one didn't.

ICP's music brought together outcasts. Feminem aims at outcasts and brings them together.

Feminem aims at anyone mindless enough to purchase his album. Who exactly is he attempting to enlighten?

Marilyn Manson aimed at outcasts and brought them together. Feminem fans not based on relation? Since when, if youre a fan of someone do you have to like other fans of that? Wouldn't you be a fan of the fans and not of the artist then?

Not a fan of the fans, but you will have a greater chance of relating to others in a particular fan base the less-broad the fan base gets. Feminem's fan base is so spread out that it's impossible for them to have any type of unity. ICP's point is that since their fan base is more focused to a particular group of people, the fan base should get along with each other better than a fan base of a larger artist.

No one said all fans of one group had to like each other. Only ICP said that and its ludacris to say that, maybe theres a juggalo who is racist and sexist (and there are) and you gotta accept them because theyre a fan of the same band as you. No you dont, because racist and sexist people aren't ones you wanna be associated with.

This I agree with you on. Of course not all fans of ICP will get along, you're the proof of that. The point is that there is a LOT more unity and commonality between the fans of ICP than there is between a much larger fan base of a more well-known artist. ICP takes pride in their elite group of fans, and is willing to claim they all get along (and of course we don't), at least better than most other fan bases.

I'd stop dissing upon the website site, but then again that's all I've known from you. I don't know you personally which is why despite the "bitch ass" comments, I didn't take any personal blows at you. I think alot of the website was bitch, yes. But you can say the same about dissing Feminem. All you know about him is his spotlight. And you hate on that. You don't know him personally so you have no right to diss him personally. But if you can diss him on his music and image, I can diss you on your WEBSITE and image. There's no difference.

There's a huge difference. Am I on TV? Do I have articles in the paper written about me, with exclusive comments made by me? Do I have a biography out? Have I proclaimed every one of my little personal problems to the entire world in general? Feminem is too popular to hide himself personally. All you know of me is this website. That's a huge difference in the resource of credible sources.

I'll end this even more horendously long e-mail with just one thing to say. A debate isn't a personal attack towards another person.

Oh? Didn't you just mention how your "bitch ass" comments directed towards me fell under the category of "debate"?

A difference in opinion is what it is and if you're allowed to speak your opinion, I'm allowed to speak mine and that's all I've done.

Behind that person's back, I might add. Feminem already knows we dislike him. There is no need to contact him, and any attempt to do so is futile. But you didn't even make an attempt to contact me.

If you took it personally, sorry, but it wasn't personal.

Half apology. Your comments don't offend me anyway, so I honestly don't care.

You could be a great guy for all I know, but I DONT know so I'm not gonna judge you. Just your website.

And "DJ Jake's bitch ass." I like to bring that up and your refusal to take down your pride and righteousness concerning the matter. As for my opinion of you... I don't have one. Shat has nothing to do with Feminem.com, and it should stay that way henceforth.

Thanks for the reply and I hope this one cleared up my opinions some more.

It did, and thank you for at least getting back to me this time. But on a second thought, I'd actually prefer not hearing a rebuttal from you. You have nothing to do with my ambitions and goals for Feminem.com, and I've already spent too much time dealing with this issue. So, officially, if you do respond, I won't be responding back. I'm done... I disagree with many of your points, and in this case, I'll agree to disagree and leave it at that.

One love, Kevin Lenkel aka Shat-Upon the Anti-Clown[s]

DJ Jake, administrator of Feminem.com, and 10,000 other random things in life.

Oh, and I should add... I've been meaning to finally begin the process of explaining this website's current reasoning of discontent directed at Feminem. Your comments have provided an excellent opportunity to help continue this process. By these incidents that have provoked me to take action, I have finally taken more time to explain everything in detail, to you and all viewers of Feminem.com. Like it or not, you have helped Feminem.com grow and expand and prove its points even more clearly. Thank you.

At long last, Feminem.com merchandise will finally be a reality soon! Several T-shirt designs have been created and are awaiting your opinion and vote! There are 6 versions of Feminem.com T-shirts up for vote, and the most popular shirt will likely be produced first, and should be available sometime at the start of May of 2004. Go ahead and vote at the link below, it should be open to all users, registered or non-registered:

http://www.feminem.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?t=1750

There were approximately 12 versions of Feminem.com shirt designs produced, but only the 6 more popular versions are up for vote. Other versions are still viewable and awaiting your comments in the Suggestions, Updates & Upgrades section of the forums. You must, however, register to post in that section. Eminem fans will have their accounts deleted and their personal submitted information abused due to their lack of intelligence for trying to sign up anyway. In any case, Feminem.com official merchandise is taking off, and now it's your time to vote!

On another happy note, I'm officially announcing that Feminem.com will now enter a phase where the main core of the website is re-instated in a new look and level of maturity. This will happen gradually over the course of many many months, but eventually, this website will once again be at its full potential. Feminem.com arises from the ashes of the old days, and now will come back with more credibility and maturity, ensuring that all viewers, supporters or non-supporters of Eminem, realize the truth of Eminem's greedy immature ways. Keep coming back and stay updated, more developments are sure to be on their way.

The forums are back online. I was never contacted when they came back online, so I don't know exactly what they did to fix the problem, but it's fixed none-the-less. So now you can continue to check out the growing Feminem-hating community. Since the first of this year, the newer and more mature Queen of the Mainstream version of this website has been growing and growing, and looks to expand even further in the coming months. My motivation to make this happen is substantially higher than it was in the past.

As the first installment of a long-overdue promise, Feminem.com merchandise will finally be available online! The first item to be sold is T-shirts. The final designs have not yet been approved or chosen, but an ongoing thread in the forums is where we're throwing ideas back and forth. However, you have to be a registered user to post in that section. Once the choices have been narrowed down, I'll create some threads that ALL visitors of this website can comment or vote upon. Then and only then will a final decision be made, and production will start on the shirts, and orders will be taken. For now, here's the running shirt thread:

http://www.feminem.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?t=1647

Currently at this moment, the forums are unexpectedly down for an unknown reason. They seemed to stop working around 5:30PM MST on 3/31/04. I've spoken with the service provider and they say the problem is on their end, but haven't actually quoted me a time when the issue will be resolved. The information concerning the forums is still hosted, but this is another database problem. I did back up everything on the night of the 30th, so if anything is lost, it won't be much. But for now, there's nothing I can do but wait, because this error is not my fault and cannot be resolved by my efforts.

Feminem.com merchandise has finally taken off! The first item to be produced will be T-shirts. I created a thread in the forums for discussion and review of possible shirt designs. Unfortunately, with the forums down at the moment, it's impossible to view the progress, but as soon as they're back up, I'll try and remember to post a link here so everyone can see the potential Feminem.com merchandise, available sometime soon!

The new style for the Feminem.com forums was uploaded yesterday evening, and everything looked great! But... what happened to the posts? What happened to the list of 200 users? What happened to the content? Why are forums such a pain in the ass? Answers to these questions still remain unanswered. Apparently, the uploaded files caused the original forum to link to the hidden forums I was working on, causing everyone to view the empty forum version. The original forum still existed, with all its posts and users... *somewhere* on the server. I couldn't find it, my server provider didn't know what to do, and everybody is fresh out of ideas at this point. So, why not tinker around with it a bit more? Tried and failed... now you can't even see the empty forum because it's not linking to the database properly. So now what? Now I'm sick of this and will probably wipe the entire board and start over because no one can do a damn thing about it. I've handed this over to someone else for the time being, and if he can't do anything about it, say good-bye to all the old posts. Yes, I'm pissed off about it as well. But this is how shit boils in a dirty pot. When I know more, you'll know more. For now, the forum is off-line and pending a fresh re-start if all else fails.

It is not a surprise to me, but I was informed that someone was once again taking a shot at the previous website that was once hosted at this location. A detailed response to the individual in question, Shat, from RealJuggahos.com, has been posted here for you all to read. It is also posted on the forums, and was sent to Shat directly through email. With luck, he will respond maturely this time. I know he has the ability to do so, so I'm really eager to see what his response will be. In any event, The response to his message posted on his website can be found below:

[DJ Jake] [ Shat ]

Greetings Shat,

I'm sorry you feel this way. I, however, am not angry at you or discontent with what you said about me. I'm mature enough not to react poorly, even if you are immaturely talking behind my back. Some things in your posting I agree with, other things I do not. You do seem to have a thirst for hate, and an uncontrollable urge to vent, and I've been there before, so I know you can overcome what ails you, but for now, please read on and hear what I have to say. Perhaps you'll take the mature way out and dismiss your comments, admitting your act of aggression was ill-conceived. I truly hope you can be mature about this matter.

First, to post a message on your own website that is a direct diss to someone without even telling that person that you have an issue with him is cowardice at its finest. If you have an issue with me, let me know, and we'll try to resolve it. No sense spreading more hate around the globe, and making this world a worse place to live, agreed? You know the forums exist, even if you didn't know my email address, you could've posted a message there. I'm just asking you to be responsible about this matter. Talking behind someone's back is unkind and immature.

I suppose you could say the same thing about Feminem.com, disrespecting Eminem behind his back, but it's not behind his back, as he already knows we are discontent with his person. I had never even heard of you until today. And for you to hate someone so deeply that you've only known through information posted on a website is unfounded and unfair. We at the website at least have more to go on than what other people have posted.

If you'll allow me, I'm now going to go over your posting line for line and respond to anything I feel I should respond to. I would appreciate you reading on, as I would like your discontent to be resolved. You can email me back if you desire.

Who's sick of Shat-Upon? Who can't STAND me? Who's "heard it all before"? Don't worry, I get where you're coming from, I'm sick of "Shat-Upon" as well. But as "Shat-Upon", I feel I had some unfinished business. No, I won't be resurrecting RJH or bringing it back under another name. These days I'm making CD's, comedy CD's that have nothing to do with the juggalo world whatsoever.

I'm not sick of you at all. As I said, I never heard of you until today. As such, I have no reason to hate you. You may say that your posting is reason enough for me to dislike you, but that is not the case. I don't know you, I expect nothing from you, and apathy is what you'll receive from me. I don't pick fights with people I know nothing about, or hold grudges just based upon one little misunderstood posting.

I've been looking around the juggalo world still and the one thing that still puzzles me is DJ Jake's bitch ass

Maturity is seen in a lack of swearing and direct insults. Clearly, you still need to make progress in this category. I can say this and not be a hypocrite because I have matured, and can see your blatant immaturities. Perhaps you'll work to better yourself, before you become too rooted into your irrational hate, as I have been in the past. Yes, I admit it, I'm mature enough to admit where I've messed up in the past, are you? And of course you could turn my point around on me, "well you swear, don't you?" Yes, who doesn't? I swear out of frustration, not habit or because it might possibly make others take me seriously, as it seems to be in your case.

...who has recently repented his shitty website, Feminem.com.

Again with the swearing... I'm sure you're better than that. And I wouldn't say repented... I'd say "removed". Am I sorry it was up for all to see? Not at all. I will make no apologies for my past. But I can honestly say that my old beliefs and motivations for operating a website with hate themes have been overturned and eliminated by my current opinions and maturity, and it reflected badly upon me to leave the non-updated website online for all to see the gross immaturities of the past. I am sorry that you feel it necessary to judge me based solely upon that.

I never got the point of this website. The website seemed to revolve around "Eminem is mainstream", "Eminem dissed juggalos," "Eminem is a homosexual", "His music sucks." And that's pretty much it.

You're partially right. The old website was based upon opinions and tastes. That is why it was so controversial, because not all of use think and feel the same way. Truth on the other hand, is something none of us can argue with, and it is what the new website will be build upon. Is Eminem mainstream? Yes. Eminem dissed Psychopathic? Yes. Eminem is homosexual? There is enough evidence to suggest that he has questionable morals when it comes to matters of sexual relations, yes. Eminem's music sucks? Subjective. I don't typically mind most instrumentals, but shallow lyrics are the first sign of an untalented artist. But this point is subjective, and doesn't enter into the truth. There were plenty more points the old Feminem.com made that you overlooked. Eminem's lack of devotion to his fanbase, his unfair corporate schemes aimed at kids willing to waste their money for popularity... etc. I believe one of the major points the new Feminem.com will raise will be, "Eminem spreads hate around the world." That is a truth so profound, it makes me wonder if this world is creeping up upon ultimate doom due to society's embrace of such a sin as hate. Your reiteration of this hate makes me wonder about your eventual destiny in the afterlife. Where are you headed on your current road? I can honestly say I was bound for Hell, and yes, I believe and Heaven and Hell and an almighty being (you can take the easy way out and close your mind to the possibility if you wish), but my ways have changed, and my path is now slowly leading to something far greater than a ticket to doom. What about you?

Oh, don't forget the message board who cries about people who hate on ICP 24/7 yet spend their lives at that board whining and crying about how Eminem is a fag. There's irony, huh?

Forgive me, but you worded this sentence incorrectly, and I fail to see a point you've raised. The message board is for everyone else to express their own opinions and beliefs. If you have some sort of problem with their beliefs and don't enjoy reading about them, don't visit the board. I would think this is a self-evident concept, but in case it's not, there you have it.

But that board also dared to question me, RJH, and most of them said they never saw the site yet knew everything we talked about. When asked how do they know what we talk about if they've never seen RJH, they say, "We figured it was all that." ENOUGH OF THAT.

You're acting as if we're afraid to mention you... "dared to question me". That makes you come off as stuck-up, and having some superiority complex to the rest of the world. Please... we're all equal, you're no better than us, and we're no better than you. I've never heard of you prior to now. I've heard of your website, probably visited it once for a couple of minutes a few years back and that was it. I make no assumptions as to what was on it.

So what's the deal? When asked what a Juggasheep is over there, they pretty much said "Anyone who hates Feminem." Um.. no. Whether you hate his music or not, it's cool. Hate on him without even knowing his music and just that ICP hates him, and that's where the line is drawn.

I've been saying that for years if you haven't noticed. Other artist's quarrels and loyalties have no bearing on my own opinions and beliefs. Initially, yes, I disliked Eminem in part to his shots at ICP. I very shortly afterward discovered all the true reasons for disliking Eminem. And the website grew as I did, expanding its reasoning and anti-Eminem stance. Opinions are too subjective for the website these days. All that matters is what cannot be refuted.

There, you have no valid argument or point to make because people who speak about things they don't know about never do. That's part of what being a Juggadrone is. Juggadrones.

I'll give you the benefit of the doubt, but "____-drone" was already thought of by a supporter of my website. Perhaps you copied him, perhaps you didn't. I know it's possible for someone to come up with the exact same idea, but my supporters will automatically think you've ripped off the term "Femi-Drone".

Now what's a Juggasheep when it comes to Eminem? Juggalos who will hate on other juggalos who actually like Eminem's music. As J said recently on the hotline: "It doesn't have to have the hatchet on it for you to listen to." If you don't like Eminem's music, that's all up to you, it's cool, but to hate on a supposed "family member" for his taste in music? Would you hate a member of your real family (by blood) for a t-shirt they wore that you don't like? Of course not. Juggalos who like Eminem aren't "juggahos", they just have a diverse taste in music like they did before becoming a juggalo.

Yeah, I think it's worthless too. If someone that supports ICP wants to support Eminem, so be it. Some people like underground material AND superficial nonsense. I'll just call those people generalists. As far as I'm concerned, if anyone likes Eminem, they really don't care about songs with meaning. That's my major problem with Eminem fans, their unfounded taste in lyrics. "How many pimps do you have in the back of your 10 cars while they're playing with all the gold on your neck?" The pointlessness of mainstream rap makes me roll my eyes to the point where I can see my brain. I applaud artists with depth. And granted, ICP isn't much for depth-ful songs, but they have a more underlying theme, a meaning that runs beneath 6 separate albums. I praise their efforts to have had it planned out all along.

Why does it seem like I've said this before? Oh, I have. But by the looks of that Feminem board, it still seem like a legitimate topic.

And I honestly think it always will be, as long as some people are blindly hating on others due to their opinions of another. Notice how I'm not picking fights... it's how everyone else is coming to me and complaining (or in your case, talking behind my back). It's simply because *they* have a different opinion than I do, but it's also because they're less mature. A mature person wouldn't pick a fight over something so trivial as to another person's taste in music. And so my opinions (of the past) have been listed on the website for years, but did I make people come to my website? Did I honestly provoke anyone? No, they provoked themselves in reaction to someone else that simply has different beliefs.

Because Twiztid is leaving Psychopathic, does that make them juggahos? Do you like their music? Of course you do, don't give me that "Oh, I never liked them anyway" bullshit like you did with Marz when you know you were bumpin' that shit and loving it. Why hate them now? Because they left the hatchet? Look, the family shit I don't buy into, but for whoever does, much love to them for finding happiness in their life, it's just not everyone's cup of tea, BUT, the music comes first. Without the music being fresh, none of us would even care about anything else. I love ICP's music, I love Twiztid's music, I love Eminem's music. Keyword: MUSIC. This isn't a fucking cult. So, hate Twiztid for leaving? Their music was fresh before Psychopathic (House Of Krazees) and The Green Book was made really without any other Psychopathic help aside from the tracks Shaggs and J were on and that was still fresh. So if Twiztid leaves on good terms with the clowns, and their music stays fresh, how are you gonna hate on them? That right there is a Juggasheep and even J said that shit is gay on a recent hotline update.

Agreed. Twiztid is awesome, and has a lot more depth in their songs than ICP does. It'll never become a choice for me between the two of them, I'll always be loyal to both, as long as they don't take it up with the fans. If they start hating each other, I'll still be loyal to both. If they hate each other and want the fans to choose which loyalty is stronger, I'd leave them both. To get the fans involved in a feud is childish in my opinion.

So where's DJ Jake's opinions at? How can it be that he can have a website up that will naturally invite alot of negative feedback from people who give him their opinions and encourage his visitors to hack them, mail bomb them, etc. when hate to him is so expected? Simple, he HAS NO OPINION other then Eminem is gay

I believe I've already covered my reasoning concerning the discontent with Eminem. But it always seems to come back down to that homosexual aspect, especially when someone is attempting to diss me. In order for a diss to be offensive, it must be true. Disses like "DJ Jake is gay" is something that's automatically deleted from my mind, because it's simply not true, and it's such an immature thing (and very common considering the number of immature people) to say. And of course the Queen of "gay" calling, Eminem, who is now... over 30 years old? I honestly think it's almost too late for Eminem to mature. Anyway, back to your comments, the email bombing is effective as it inconveniences people to think twice about why it's happening to them. Many think, "I shouldn't've said that," or "maybe I should re-examine what I said." Anyway, the whole "Shit List" thing is obsolete anyway, so don't worry about it. I won't (probably ever) be accepting emails (save the AOD) when the new Feminem.com is online.

which if that's the case, he must be the luckiest homo in the world for fucking Mariah Carey, Brittany Murphey, Geri Halliwell, Beyonce`, Kim Bassinger and so on.

Prove to me that's true, and I'll applaud your efforts of research. Actually, really, prove it to me, because I'd much rather Eminem be straight than gay. Why? Because he's influencing millions of people, people that follow his lead. So if Eminem is straight, I don't have to worry about the mindless hordes following in his footsteps.

"YEAH BUT HE ALSO FUCKS DR. GAY!" Shit talk Dr. Dre? Dre was one of the founders of NWA, the original hardcore rap group. If they didn't take a big IMPORTANT step for hip hop, ICP would've never been inspired to make similar hardcore music which is still the blueprint for their rhymes, covering "Murder Rap" by Above The Law, a group that use to run with NWA. Do you think if a group like NWA never picked up the mic, that we'd even HAVE the Insane Clown Posse right now? No, because then the Geto Boys wouldn't have been inspired to take hardcore rap lyrics one step further, which wouldn't have inspired Esham to make music (read Behind The Paint if you wanna know how Esham was inspired by The Geto Boys), which wouldn't have inspired the clowns to make music or even create this Juggalo World. Yes, none of us would be here right now as juggalos or (such as myself) a "fan" of ICP's music.

You sure you're a Juggalo? Talking behind a fellow Juggalo's back constitutes normal Juggalo behavior? I believe you're assuming too much about yourself, but have it your way, Juggalo. It's not worth arguing about because I don't take the immature way out and post a message about someone without telling him. As for the roots of rap and ICP, everyone is influenced by something. No one on this planet can say they haven't been influenced by anyone. My only state of discontent with Dre is that he nurtured Eminem, and made him into what we know today. Dre shouldn't've done that, but money and popularity are more important to him than the welfare of the world.

There was no reason for Feminem.com to have existed.

Yes, there was and still is. To persuade people from living meaningless lives by emulating an idol with an empty bag of morals. Although, that message wasn't clear on the old Feminem.com. Hence another reason for its destruction. I fully admit it, upfront... Feminem.com was basically a bag of hot air before I took it down a week ago. Most of it I didn't agree with anymore. So go ahead, point out what you didn't like about it. I'll likely agree with you.

Cheap laughs? People who sit around talking about what men Eminem fucks? Why are you even thinking about a man fucking another man? Why are you discussing supposed homosexuality day in and day out? RJH was founded by juggalos with an opinion, Feminem.com was founded by closet fags.

The diss carries no weight, as it is so immature and unfounded for you to say. I have no idea what your sexual preferences are, but I'm not going to pretend you're homosexual and call you a "closet fag". For now I'll give you the benefit of the doubt and think that you like women through-and-through, just like I do. Did I like the homosexual content on the old website? Not at all, but there's so much evidence to Eminem's past that suggest his alternating sexualities that it was inevitable for people to assume he was homosexual, and diss accordingly. And since the website was primarily composed of other people's disses, the content grew overwhelmingly gay. Yes, it disgusted me. I think it disgusted just about everyone after a while.

Wonder why we got much more respect? They'll say Eminem's music is pointless "teen pop" and say they've listened to more then just his singles yet you'll get an idiot over there saying "I was driving home from work today and some Femi fan was on the side of me blasting something that sounded familiar. It was Aerosmith's "Dream On" but Eminem was rapping over it! First Femi and Gay steal from the clowns, now Aerosmith? Expect Aerosmith to sue real soon." Ok, first, Aerosmith's guitarist played on the track, second, a song with a blatant sample like that wouldn't even get past the legal bullshit an album has to go through before being released. This is how uneducated Feminem.com board viewers are.

I hadn't heard about this, but it is possible they bought the rights to whatever sample was used, or leased it in some way. Eminem does have an awful lot of money after all. And upfront money can push things along a lot faster. But again... I don't cherish Eminem for being uncreative enough to use other people's material. I like artists more when they're exclusively solo.

Notice I don't say Eminem haters. Normal Eminem haters don't even talk about the guy, they'll just tell you, "Nah, I just don't like his music." When in fact, in mainstream rap that these Juggasheep hate, all there has been for years is fake thug shit, bling bling and talk about who's fucking the most "bitches" out on tour.

Yeah really. Worthless lyrics, you and I agree there.

Eminem's first album was full of concepts, mixing hardcore rap with humor like ICP has done. Copying the Detroit horrorcore scene? No. Eminem grew up in Michigan where Esham, Kid Rock and ICP were superstars. He was INFLUENCED by the Detroit sound, as well as old school hip hop, and gangster rap the same way ICP was. So if Eminem copied ICP's style to get famous, then that would mean ICP copied Esham to get famous because they were influenced. But no one's bashing ICP for that, are they? Just Eminem.

Like I said, no one can go forward un-influenced. But stealing and influence are completely different things. Influence can be applied to a new style. Stealing is producing the same thing someone else has, and not modifying it enough to be noticeably different (in essence) from the original.

1. Eminem needed Dr. Dre to be famous: ICP needed the Disney shit to become famous.

ICP was already pretty well known before that time. Granted, I never heard of them until Great Milenko, but hadn't they already sold 100,000+ albums before the Disney ordeal occurred? And of course, ICP isn't famous, they're infamous, because the world frowns upon what is different.

2. Eminem had to go to a major label to be famous: Who went to Jive, Hollywood and Island?

Basically that can be said of any artist. Labels have the power to make an artist successful or unsuccessful. I never cared that Eminem "had to go to a major record label". Eminem's motivations made him seek fame in any way possible, including tapping into the wallets of countless teenagers that desire to be popular or accepted in today's general society.

3. Eminem sucked Dre's dick to become famous: No, his demo was passed to Dre.. oh shit.. the same way TWIZTID passed their demo to PSYCHOPATHIC! Eminem leaching off of Dre's fans? What was Twiztid doing? Staying on the label and not being known to ICP's fans? That comes along with being on another rapper's label. You're naturally in their shadow.

I agree. Which is why I would never let any other artist represent me, or nurture me into becoming "famous." I will never try to join Psychopathic. I will never join any label where I'd be "in the shadow (as you put it)" of any successful artist.

4. Eminem fans are obsessed with him: Look at "Shockumentary." 'Nuff said.

But Eminem fans' obsessions are not based upon union and relation. They're a blatant act of conformity to attempt to portray a higher standing among their peers.

5. The Carnival is GOD: If a carnival is GOD, what's the cotton candy machine? The Mother Mary?

It's a metaphor. Something that is so great and powerful, so ruthless and so wonderful, righteous and loving (the Carnival) is God. There was no other way ICP could present this belief without using a metaphor and still maintain their underground clown rap persona. If it was blatantly said every time, ICP would fall in the category of Christian Rap. This is why they say, "we're not sorry if we tricked you." They wanted to get their message across, and they did, regardless of the potential consequences. I praise them for that.

In closing, DJ Jake needs not to repent. He should've never opened his mouth in the first place.

Opening my mouth was the first step to shutting it. I agree with you in some respect, what was posted on Feminem.com should've never been posted, but the website should still exist, but it should be revamped to reflect only the aspects of truth concerning Eminem, leading people to make up their own minds for disliking Eminem or not. Of course, it will be in attempt to persuade people to stop conforming to Eminem and the media in general, but the dissing days are over. I would hope the same for you, as the truly mature way to go about this is to stop the quarreling and focus on something on a much larger scale: the welfare of the world, perhaps? I believe Eminem has a negative influence on the world, and I understand that even if he was taken down, someone else would take his place. But honestly, other than those that automatically hate based upon what has been posted on the website, what harm came of this website? And now the website is gone, so it's not even an issue. And if someone has a problem with the new website, that is their own fault for reacting that way, as they cannot accept the truth of the matter.

Well, to end this horrendously long reply, I just ask that you stop dissing based upon what you saw on the website. I agree with you in a lot of ways, but there was definitely a more mature way for you to go about your discontent with me than posting your message on a website without telling me. I don't ask you to apologize, we're all entitled to do what we do. I would just prefer we handle this maturely, don't you agree?

The end has come for what you knew of this website. The webmaster, DJ Jake feels that the website's content is no longer reflective of his own personal views and beliefs. The original site was indeed a hate website directed towards the Queen of the Mainstream world, Eminem. DJ Jake still dislikes Eminem to the fullest for his constant manipulation of the gullible minds of millions of teenagers around the world. For his age, Eminem is far below the ranks of immature, still hating everything in his life left and right, including and especially his own mother, as he continues to blame other people for his own insecurities in life. Eminem has played into the stupidity and desire of consumers around the world who wish to fit in or be popular in today's society. DJ Jake detests the trend of conformation; he believes in creating his own path in life, not following in the footsteps of others. The current website you've known in the past simply does NOT reflect those beliefs. And as this is his website, he sees fit to destroy the remnants of the website once hosted at Feminem.com.

DJ Jake feels that all the points he has set out to prove about Eminem have already been proven in the past, and to continue to quest after a repetitive explanation as to why Eminem is one of the worst influences upon this world would be unnecessary. When or if this website is operational again in the future, it will be reflective of DJ Jake's current views of Eminem and the mainstream (conformist) world in general. But to not leave all fans of this website in the dark, the forums will continue to be online (see the link below), with a pending new appearance/style coming relatively soon. If DJ Jake won't be updating this website, you may.

Take me to the forums!

And what do I (DJ Jake) have to say? I only wish I could please everyone in the world, as that's typically all I've ever tried to do in the past. By removing this website, I know I'm disappointing many of you, but I've reached a point of heightened embarrassment concerning the inaccurate reflection of my current beliefs seen in this website. So what is the bottom line in all honesty? I've matured and outgrown my hatred. I just have a distaste for those who take the easy way up in life, or are so much of a follower that any trace of originality shall remain unbeknownst to them. I would love to persuade you all to see the world through my eyes now, but we must all tread our own path.